Though I know I have very few watchers, I am writing anyways to let you all know that I am probably done with deviantart entirely. the fact that I haven't even been on in so long should have told anyone (including myself) that I was done.
I am finding it harder and harder to draw (mostly due to the onslaught of depression I have to face daily without very much help). I realize that maybe I need some time to just shut everything out and find myself in this sea of stupidity and pain. I am tired of waking up every day to put on a fake smile and pretend to have my shit together for everyone. I am fighting a losing battle to life (which we all are, not to depress anyone or anything, but it's true).
I hope everyone is doing well, maybe some day i'll find my way back to deviantart, probably with a new profile and everything, but if i don't I wish you all a very beautiful life. If ever you need some strength, know that I am sending good vibes your way every day, every second.
Thank you all for being the crutches I needed through the years, but I think it's time I be my own crutch and learn to really deal with my shit.
Love you always